A broken brain

My head is spinning. Is it really that hard to understand me? Is my mind just that diffrient ? They always laugh at me not with me

My brain work's a little diffrient. So what? But Their comments cut like knives. At least try. Is that too much? You have fun but it hurts me so much.

I don't understand what's so halarious. Is my confusion that funny? If i understood would it phase you? Would you stop and have a normal conversation?

Sometimes i hate my brain for working like that but they just say "have fun with that". Wow it really doesn't help that much because when it happens my whole world ends, just like that.