Little kid

Daddy bought a new House to get some rest, so now i can sleep with my mom crying in her chest. Did u saw your legs from the back? I was holding my tears trying to not commit a suicie, i made u a pie with some toxic inside why didnt u die? We were looking for u in the rain in my dad old chevrolet, i punish my body because i can't speak, i will lower my voice and pretendent u don't excist, I can't sleep throught this voices, he knew his choices, u did this again saying it's fine, i wasnt able to move or say a line, I can't do this sober, i need my pills to make it over, i was only 17 when u Opened the door, holding a new trauma in red heart-shaped box